Missing

Obviously i cant sleep right now.It is already 2:58 pm and i cant sleep yet.I tried to close my eyes tightly as i can but it seems that my eyes is very degil to do that.They seems to say like this :-

    Hoit! gua sudah bilang sama lu gua enggak mahu tutup.Lu kayaknya enggak faham bahasa malaysia ka? Atau lu mahu gua hantar pergi  itu Jerman? Belajar bahasa jerman?

Okay,merepek sangat.Ok,stop.At this time my mind keeps thinking about someone.I repeat,someone.Is it your boyfriend Liana? Naa,no him lah.But,did i have a boyfriend? Of course i dont.So,who is that someone you are thinking right now? Okay,lemme tell yo guys.Fulamak! Hahaha.The truth is im thinking about the guy that i used to admire a long time ago.Acewah! act macam la benda tu dah lama berlaku,padahal baru ja :D.Back to story,memang la dulu admire sekejap dekat dia,But as time passing away day by day,im started not to admire him anymore.Lagipun,ada sorang kawan yang terlalu comel pernah cakap:-

    Gi laa carik lelaki lain makcik oii! Buat apa tunggu lagi?

Yet,after that qurl says that,hampir seminggu lamanya jiwa melara.Kawan cakap tengah frust jadi macam tu.Tapi lama-kelamaan things got back as usual.Macam mana entah one day tiba-tiba rapat dengan dia.I also dont know how that thing happens.So, just biarkan jelah benda tu berlaku.Cause we only as a friend on facebook and twitter.So,memandangkan he has a twitter,one day he mentioned me.Starting that moment,almost two days we are tweeting non stop.Like seriously cuti seminggu yang membosankan filled up dengan twitter-ing dengan dia.Feels like having a great time.Yeah,thanks for him for making me happy back.So,afterthat week,Langsung terus tak ingat pasal dia.All i remember last week memang sangat2 sibuk.But suddenly i feel like missing something.Yet,im realised that im miss him a lot.Yeah,try to imagine that you are walking with your brother but suddenly you saw a boy that similar to the boy that you have  admired him once but suddenly when you turned back , you realised that the boy is only a person that you really dont know.And that situation truly happend to me.After that im realised im truly miss him.I wish i can say to him like this:-

    Hey pakcik! where have you gone hah? Did you know that im truly missing you badly?

Tapi,takkan nak cakap macam tu kot? Memang kena penampaq sedas dah kalau macam tu.Hahaha,so.the conclusion is i miss him a lot.Dear pakcik,i hope we can twitter back.Acewah! actually tak payah online pun takpa.Okay,thats all for today.Goodbye and Assalamualaikum :)